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HEADACHES!

Slept at 2am yesterday night, although I’m not sleepy at all..
Why? Because of this stupid headache that stretches from the neck upwards..

Can’t concentrate at the notes at all today because of ‘it’ too…
Can’t eat panadol cause I’m the kind of person that needs to sleep after having whatever medicine..

Even watching The Nanny can’t fend off this nagging headache today..ish!

My heart will be beating like crazy for the coming few days..

WHY?

Cause my weakest paper this subject is COMING NEXT!!

Yup, the last paper…love it, hate it!

Love it cause after that, I can scream like a banshee, jump here jump there like a monkey (which I seriously doubt it), laugh like a maniac…and so on, haha! Ohya, and trip to langkawi after that..

Hate it cause I’m seriously terrified of this paper..I just can’t get those formulas, concepts to penetrate my thick skull! I mean, I understand them when they are in the notes…but when applying them to answer those questions..OMG..

3 days left for me to study this…really hope I’ll manage to swallow and digest the whole thing…

omg..omg..omg..

Have to start pressuring myself now…time is ticking ( felt like my brain is shrinking)…quickly, delete all Biodiversity, Ancillary Statistic and PM’s stuffs from my brain and start inserting Properties of Matter’s notes inside it NOW!

Great, I sound lunatic..

Properties of Matter,

So, what is my feeling?

~True, I got my parent’s attention first (of course, I’m the ‘only child’ for about 2 years)

~I got my parent’s trust earlier compared with my bro n sis…and a free reign…

~Most of my possessions are first-handed (new la…)

~Bear more responsibility : cause my bro, sis, cousins will always do this: ‘ Hello, ah jie ah…’ Play multiple role : fashion consultant, adviser, ‘art teacher’, driver, middle man (again), listener, friend…u name it..

~Being bullied…

oops, back to the topic..

Now, I was blog hopping few days ago and I saw this entry in my sister’s blog…

Can you see the words? this is the excerpt:

now I know the feeling of being the eldest in the family…became a ‘sui yu’ and didn’t realize  it for so many years…

Yup, it has been raining for almost every single day since January…

Including today…..8am felt like 8pm…

How I wish to cuddle in my blankie, chill on MY bed..with a hot chocolate and a good novel…while listening to some instrumental music..

Asking too much, haven’t I?

Enough day dreaming girl..you have a lab test in 5 hours…

Turns out, manage to study for 2 experiments only (out of 10 experiments…)

Fall asleep again (dunno what time though) and wake up at 7am…

“Ahh CHooo!” Shit! I got flu..and ouch! Blood veins near my skull are throbbing like hell..BAM! BAM! BAM!

Great..i got a flu, migraine and sore throat in a go…plus puffy eyes..

Sent a sms to Olive, informed her I can’t make it to lecture today..took 3 medication and sleep again….

Woke up at around 10am due to my rumbling stomach ( i didn’t hv dinner yesterday, k?). Washed some clothes, tidy up my room, drink some coffee, switch on my laptop to view some of my reports..and copy the new cabinet line-up for Thursday’s quiz (!@#$%^&)

Copied this cabinet line-up for one hour man..dunno y i waste my time on this...

Turns out, I opened iTunes and listen to Taylor Swift’s White Horse over and over again..haha!

~I’m not a princess, this ain’t a fairy tale
I’m not the one you’ll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell

This ain’t Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it’s too late for you and your white horse, to come around ~

it's too late...to catch me now...

Been kinda addicted to Taylor Swift’s song since I heard her Teardrops On My Guitar on hitz.fm last year..

~He’s the reason for the teardrops on my guitar~ ouch, kinda sad, huh…

Somehow, I found that her songs are quite enchanting..lyrics like beautiful stories..and she is an excellent story teller that ties our feelings with her songs….

p/s: It’s only 1.30pm now..and I’m listening White Horse for the 20th time today…XD

Ok, BACK TO WORK, REBECCA!!

lab test...haiz...numb....

Ever heard the song “Caught In The Middle” by A1?

~Things are so different now you’re gone

I thought it’d be easy i was wrong

And now i’m caught

And now, i’m caught in the middle

Even though i’m with someone new

All i can think about is you

And now i’m caught

And now, i’m caught in the middle~

The first problem arises when we were doing that assignment for properties of matter…i was the one who first noticed A’s problematic personality and mentioned it to B and C….actually, A has been stepping on few people’s tail before this, comparing stuffs, verbally ‘attacking’ people (whether consciously or unconsciously, i dunno, but A is a smart person)..and it turns out everyone tried to avoid teaching A about some question in that assignment.

Then, came this statistic assignment…

Everyone has been stressing out these few weeks due all those quizzes, exams, presentations,assignments, reports, reports, and more reports..statistic is and has always been B’s strong subject, so I understand why B is so stressed about this assignment…

Now, this assignment has to be completed in a group of 4, B’s group comprises of B, C, A and another person D. Although C is the leader, the way B communicates with the group members makes B looks more like a leader than C (no offense here B, but action speaks louder than words)….and here comes A’s problematic personality again (blah blah blah, looong sroty)..in the end, B and C decided to take some action towards this matter and somehow, D was dragged in too..

Then, here comes E…C asked E to help to help her to sign a certain minute of meeting. E signed without looking at the minute cause E trusted C..but somehow, E saw the content of the minute after signing it and was furious with B and C (another story here) and didn’t understand their action..(actually, more furious with B).

And here is where I was dragged into this whole problem. C is sad and angry that E misunderstood C, B is sad that C seems to be hiding somethings from B and furious with E cause E jumps to the conclusion without knowing the whole story). Everyone tells me their story from their point of view, why they did this, why they did that…in the end, it is just a HUGE misunderstanding!! (from what I conclude after listening to all of them)

Luckily, this misunderstanding has been clarified yesterday, with me as the middle person, explaining this, explaining that to all those involved….damn, i’m so exhausted!!! It’s not that i’m complaining (thanks for the trust guys)….hehe, but try solving 3 person’s problems at the same time is just too much…

It’s already the end of week 13..final is coming in 2 weeks time…let all those gossiping rest for now, focus on the remaining exams, and aim for the final people!!!

caught in the middle...

What are you doing, Rebecca?

What am I doing? Here’s the ‘ every-time-I-think-about-u-I’ll-go-nuts’ list:

pending: 1. English for Science slide (yes! just done!)

2. English for Science presentation tomorrow

3. Biodiversity and Concepts of Ecology lab report (really makes me nervous, this one)

4. Chem lab report (done the previous one, another one coming 2ml, again! pray that it’ll be a short report..)

5. Ancillary Statistic tutorial

6. Ancillary Statistic ASSIGNMENT!!!

7. Ancillary Statistic (again) test 2

8. Biodiversity and Concepts of Ecology quiz

more to come: 1. Properties of Matter midterm (Dr.Chee’s part)

2. Biodiversity and Concepts of Ecology lab test 2.

3. Properties of Matter lab test.

4. inter-faculty badminton competition (why did I involve myself into this???)

I had been seriously lack of sleep and yet is always woken up by phone calls and sms-es every time I’m trying to sleep..How I miss the day I could sleep for 8 hours straight!! I MISS MY COMFORTABLE, SPRING BED!!!

I wonder where and when can I release all these pent-up frustration in me…lol

Blog hopping, listening to Jim Brickman, uploading photos which I’m suppose to upload last month, writing this entry while I should be doing this:

1.Revise whole thermodynamic chapter

2. Lab report

3. Eng for Sc article

4.Eng for Sc assignment

5. Statistics tutorial

6. Research for Pengajian Malaysia’s report

7. Packing for going back to Kampar tomorrow..

Tired? Nope

Sleepy? Nope (just had coffee anyway)

Angry? Nope (what should I be angering about?)

Hungry? Nope (ever had Old Town White Coffee’s nasi lemak rendang as your dinner at 8pm? Then you’ll know what I mean..)

EMO-ing? Nope

Such a long list and yet I’m not even able to mark a tick beside any of the job in my to-do list. It’s not that my time management sucks..I’m just not in the mood…in fact, I’m not in the mood for anything… : (

Bored while having short breaks between lectures? Then you should do this…

wearing a hairband to attract attention..(sorry har, for taking ur pic..)

or this….

peisin the hairdresser, shifern the victim and olive the observer

or even this!

act like a monkey....hahaha

Or just do what I have done : snapping pictures of those innocent people and post it in my blog…haha!